i miss you
Assalamualaikum , i don't know why . suddenly everything comes to my mind . the unwanted memories . why he leaves so early ? i'm 17 . i still need him to be here , beside me . abah , i miss you so badly :') i still can feel your warm kiss on my cheek the day before you leave me . how i wish i could experienced that feeling again . for me you're amazing . you've taught me the most important lesson in my life . how to be independent and stronger person . i'm very thankful to have you as my father . even though , we're not a wealthy family and i can't get some of the thing that i longing for . i'm still happy :) all this while , you've work so hard to earn some penny for your children uses . it's time for you to get some rest maybe :') you know , dad . sometimes , i would cry like a baby because of jealousy empowered in my heart . that kind of feeling grows whenever i see my friend's on weekends . they still have their father beside them who can come and bring some food every weekends . but me ? abah , i miss you . really really miss you . every single seconds , i pray that i could meet you in my dreams .
" Ya Allah , aku rindu pada arwah abah . Kau ampunilah segala dosa-dosa abah . ampunilah dosa-dosanya , Ya Allah . tempatkanlah dia di kalangan orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh . Kau jauhkanlah dia dari azab kubur dan azab api neraka-Mu , Ya Rahim . pertemukanlah kami di Jannah-Mu nanti , Ya Aziz "
amin .
my superhero , abah :)
i miss to hear both of you fight with words
i miss you
Assalamualaikum , i don't know why . suddenly everything comes to my mind . the unwanted memories . why he leaves so early ? i'm 17 . i still need him to be here , beside me . abah , i miss you so badly :') i still can feel your warm kiss on my cheek the day before you leave me . how i wish i could experienced that feeling again . for me you're amazing . you've taught me the most important lesson in my life . how to be independent and stronger person . i'm very thankful to have you as my father . even though , we're not a wealthy family and i can't get some of the thing that i longing for . i'm still happy :) all this while , you've work so hard to earn some penny for your children uses . it's time for you to get some rest maybe :') you know , dad . sometimes , i would cry like a baby because of jealousy empowered in my heart . that kind of feeling grows whenever i see my friend's on weekends . they still have their father beside them who can come and bring some food every weekends . but me ? abah , i miss you . really really miss you . every single seconds , i pray that i could meet you in my dreams .
" Ya Allah , aku rindu pada arwah abah . Kau ampunilah segala dosa-dosa abah . ampunilah dosa-dosanya , Ya Allah . tempatkanlah dia di kalangan orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh . Kau jauhkanlah dia dari azab kubur dan azab api neraka-Mu , Ya Rahim . pertemukanlah kami di Jannah-Mu nanti , Ya Aziz "
amin .
my superhero , abah :)
i miss to hear both of you fight with words
Biography of the typewriter
Meet my derp Kai and Woo Bin
Assalamualaikum. Earthlings,nice to meet you. My name is Nur Alya Syaherah. This is my territory. I wrote a lot of whats happen in my life. I use this kind of medium to spill out all of my thought. If you hates the way I wrote, please leave this page ASAP. Thank you.
i'm not a kpoppers. it's just their flawless face that i longing for. i was trying too hard to differentiate the reality and fantasy. their perfection in the drama make me so into them. but believe me i'm not one of the kpoppers-maniac.
Some facts about me :
I lived in Kuala Terengganu since I was a very little kid and now, still here. Previously, I was MRSM Kuala Terengganu's student and now I'm SPM leavers. Please loves me for who I am.
Lots of love, Alya Syaherah.
