is it necessary for me to feel like this ?
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| saya ni perampas ke ? |
heyya ! good night peeps :) seriously , i don't know how i'm feel right now . all types of feeling are mixed together and been blended into my heart . yeahh , maybe i can be labeled as 'perampas' . i just don't know why i'm feel like this . few minutes ago , i went for a blog-walking . and guess what , i manage to find his ex's blog . i read everything she wrote in her blog . by reading that , i know she loves him very much . it's kind of a little of guilty start to grow in my heart . i think i should not being here right now . i should not know him . as if i didn't meet him , maybe they would be together again kan ??
but , i love him . yeahh , even we've just met and know each other , i do love him . and i don't want to loose him . SERIOUSLY . i really can't let him go . i need you , Shahadan . and i mean it . i'm not a 'perampas' kan ? when we met at the UTP , there was nothing between both of you , right ? it's over kan ? :') but , mr. GUILTY still growing in my heart .
sad + miserable + afraid + broken
= i don't know what to do :(
promise me that you will never leave :')
i LOVE you , SHAHADAN
is it necessary for me to feel like this ?
|
| saya ni perampas ke ? |
heyya ! good night peeps :) seriously , i don't know how i'm feel right now . all types of feeling are mixed together and been blended into my heart . yeahh , maybe i can be labeled as 'perampas' . i just don't know why i'm feel like this . few minutes ago , i went for a blog-walking . and guess what , i manage to find his ex's blog . i read everything she wrote in her blog . by reading that , i know she loves him very much . it's kind of a little of guilty start to grow in my heart . i think i should not being here right now . i should not know him . as if i didn't meet him , maybe they would be together again kan ??
but , i love him . yeahh , even we've just met and know each other , i do love him . and i don't want to loose him . SERIOUSLY . i really can't let him go . i need you , Shahadan . and i mean it . i'm not a 'perampas' kan ? when we met at the UTP , there was nothing between both of you , right ? it's over kan ? :') but , mr. GUILTY still growing in my heart .
sad + miserable + afraid + broken
= i don't know what to do :(
promise me that you will never leave :')
i LOVE you , SHAHADAN
Biography of the typewriter
Meet my derp Kai and Woo Bin
Assalamualaikum. Earthlings,nice to meet you. My name is Nur Alya Syaherah. This is my territory. I wrote a lot of whats happen in my life. I use this kind of medium to spill out all of my thought. If you hates the way I wrote, please leave this page ASAP. Thank you.
i'm not a kpoppers. it's just their flawless face that i longing for. i was trying too hard to differentiate the reality and fantasy. their perfection in the drama make me so into them. but believe me i'm not one of the kpoppers-maniac.
Some facts about me :
I lived in Kuala Terengganu since I was a very little kid and now, still here. Previously, I was MRSM Kuala Terengganu's student and now I'm SPM leavers. Please loves me for who I am.
Lots of love, Alya Syaherah.
