Can you bust my boredome ? Please .

Good morning/evening , holla ! Long time no see . Haha . I'm still at the hostel . Lying on my bed . Waiting for another activity to do . Fuhh ! Boring . The best word to describe me for now . Don't know what to do . Starving for dove chocs . Hmm~yummy ! I'm trying to forget someone right now . Yeah , you're right . Maybe I have a little or some feeling towards him . But I can't have that feeling . He have been own by someone else .
I don't know why I have this feeling . It's not because of my friend gossip me and him . I already have this feeling before the gossip was made . And I know , if someone read this . I mean my friend . Maybe they will say that "eyyy ! Perasaan nye Minah nii . Gedik" . Or "dia takde perasaan pun kat mu . Mu je yang koya lebih " . Hmm~ but what can I do . It's my heart who wants this feeling . I've tried to throw this feeling into the dustbin . But it still there . Hmm~ I'll try again later . Slow and steady . InsyaAllah , I can . Chaiyok chaiyok !
Okay, let's talk bout something else . This 8 march . I'll be back home ! Can't wait for it . Mum , I miss you a lot . Dear mum , i miss your cooks . Especially ikan singgang . Will you cook it this holiday ? Please . ;( Ouhh . Almost forget , this holiday I have 4 blind dates ! Huhu .but I don't know whether it's a good decision to go out this holiday . Hmm~ help me please ??
Biography of the typewriter
Meet my derp Kai and Woo Bin

Assalamualaikum. Earthlings,nice to meet you. My name is Nur Alya Syaherah. This is my territory. I wrote a lot of whats happen in my life. I use this kind of medium to spill out all of my thought. If you hates the way I wrote, please leave this page ASAP. Thank you.
i'm not a kpoppers. it's just their flawless face that i longing for. i was trying too hard to differentiate the reality and fantasy. their perfection in the drama make me so into them. but believe me i'm not one of the kpoppers-maniac.
Some facts about me :
I lived in Kuala Terengganu since I was a very little kid and now, still here. Previously, I was MRSM Kuala Terengganu's student and now I'm SPM leavers. Please loves me for who I am.
Lots of love, Alya Syaherah.