i wonder why .


i still don't get it . why it is so hard to forget him . alya , please..wake up dear ! he have been taken . you place have been replace by the other girl . you are not in his heart anymore . why do you have to crying whenever you think about the past . when you and him are still together . he was not meant to you . you should try to accept it . dear , lemme tell you a secret . lyssa's secret . hehe . nahh ! i'm kidding . it's my secret .

ohmaiii . i don't know why . why i'm still stalking his Fb and his new girlfie blogs . everytime , every minutes , every seconds i'll be thinking of you , dear . i know between you and me is over . but , it's about heart . we can't lie to our heart and feelings . and yes , deep in my heart , it says that i'm still loving you . i just can't stop from loving you dear . i always hoping that you will be call me soon . since recently you start to call me back after a few months he gone without any news .
just now , i stalk his new Fb acc . and i got jelly when i saw their pictures together . he looks so happy . his eyes shining brightly whenever he was with his new girlfie . i wonder if i could be that girl . how lucky i am . i'll be the happiest girl in the world . but , that is just a dream which will not never ever ever turns to reality . i got my own boyfie . and he got one to . either i want it or not , i had to forget him . it's for our own goods . so , dear . bye bye . hope that you will always happy with her . and remember my dear . if you need some help . call me . i'll help you as much as i can .

ouhh . and ! remember your promise . this school holiday . =')
Biography of the typewriter
Meet my derp Kai and Woo Bin

Assalamualaikum. Earthlings,nice to meet you. My name is Nur Alya Syaherah. This is my territory. I wrote a lot of whats happen in my life. I use this kind of medium to spill out all of my thought. If you hates the way I wrote, please leave this page ASAP. Thank you.
i'm not a kpoppers. it's just their flawless face that i longing for. i was trying too hard to differentiate the reality and fantasy. their perfection in the drama make me so into them. but believe me i'm not one of the kpoppers-maniac.
Some facts about me :
I lived in Kuala Terengganu since I was a very little kid and now, still here. Previously, I was MRSM Kuala Terengganu's student and now I'm SPM leavers. Please loves me for who I am.
Lots of love, Alya Syaherah.